Namaste’s Manifesting Results For The Month Of October
Posted on November 1, 2007 in the Failure, Breakthroughs, Namaste's Monthly, Success, Namaste's Posts, Goals, Manifesting, Law of Attraction category
I said by the end of October I'd manifest…
a relationship with a beautiful, extremely extroverted, ambitious, cause-driven, entrepreneurial, intuitive, spiritual, loving, fun, world traveling, self-improvement nut, bi-sexual blonde girlfriend who is between the ages of 27 and 31 and lives in Las Vegas
48 Kiva.org micro-loans
The results were….
Kiara 1 Kiva
Brian 1 Kiva
Namaste 6 Kiva
Tamara 2 Kiva
Stephanie 1 Kiva
Elta 1 Kiva
Marcia 1 Kiva
XL Members 4-7 ???
I should have kept better track. If I had I'd know whether I'd hit my low goal or not. My low goal was 20 www.kiva.org loans. My middle goal was 40 www.kiva.org loans and my big goal was 60 www.kiva.org loans. Bottom line is that this was a failure as a manifesting experiment. To be a success I’d have had to cause 48 www.kiva.org loans. However it was a success in that 17 to 20 loans were made to 3rd world entrepreneurs. I really should give myself some credit for this. Three months ago I hadn't even done a micro-loan to a 3rd world entrepreneur through www.kiva.org.
I have some more good news to report in the relationship department. I've REALLY connected with the woman I was introduced to overseas. She is amazing. She is beautiful, extroverted (so I'm told), ambitious (owns her own business), cause-driven, entrepreneurial, intuitive, spiritual (she goes to church but she "gets it"), loving, fun, world traveling (she owns a travel agency) (she has lived in at least 1 foreign country), self-improvement nut (she is all about bettering herself), bi (I can hope), blonde (no), she is between the ages of 27 and 31 (she is 26) and she does NOT live in Las Vegas (this is where some serious anger comes into play).
I can tell I'm falling hard. Can you imagine what it's like to fall for someone who is 9,000 miles away? I won't be able to see her in person for at least 6 months. Then in a few weeks time we have to decide to either continue the long distance thing (pure misery) or one of us has to move TO ANOTHER COUNTRY. FUCKING SUCKS!!!!! It's my fault. I wasn't specific enough. I'm as excited about her as I am pissed about the situation. It's so my fault. I got EXACTLY what I asked for minus the blonde hair. I told the Universe I wanted to fall in love again. I just didn't say, "She has to be in Las Vegas." Grrrrrrr!!!!!!!! If you've ever done a long distance relationship you know why this sucks. Don't get me wrong. I feel so blessed. It's been over 5 years since I was in love. This woman lights up my life. I'm just angry at myself for not being specific enough. Well I guess I'm going to become the world's expert on phone sex…
What am I manifesting in November?
I am going to manifest a full functional website with an amazing CMS system live online for under $400 US that will be up and running online no later than November 28, 2007. What else? Nothing! Why? Last month's experience taught me that it's not possible to manifest 2 things at the same time.
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